Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I can't hold on...
ii thought i can forget you, ii really thought so... after all, haven't it been so long already, since ii liked you?... it all started as a mistake 7 yrs ago... ii don't understand why you would hurt miie for so long... ii am still the most stupid one... nobody asked miie to like you... it hurts... so painful... but ii can't see the wound...
ii hate myself... there are so many guys out there but why do ii have to meet you? why must you appear so suddenly, ruined my life and disappear so suddenly again? ii really wish to erase my memories of you... i mean, wad's the use of liking you? you wouldn't know, you wouldn't care either...
but, ii still managed to stuggle along these 7yrs until your subsitute came... why does he reminds miie of you? he wears spectacles just to act cool, like you did. both of your character is 96% match!! now i remembered everything abt you and i'll have to suffer again... i'm stupid and all alone... both of you are so identical that i can't take my eyes off him... he is not as handsome as you and clever as you but the feeling ii have for you is totally transfered to him unconsciously!! ii can't stop myself.. ii hate you... for walking pass miie like ii don't matter..
if you don't like miie or don't remember miie, why do u still have to stop to look at miie? ii have always been rite abt feelings... if ii like a guy, there is 87% of chance he will like miie back... but, what's the use? you and ii are just cowards... plainly cowards... ii blame myself for not calling your name... ii just want to hear your voice again... the voice that ii liked so so much... ii just want you to call my name... is that very difficult?
just two words: pei zhen....
ii thought i can forget you, ii really thought so... after all, haven't it been so long already, since ii liked you?... it all started as a mistake 7 yrs ago... ii don't understand why you would hurt miie for so long... ii am still the most stupid one... nobody asked miie to like you... it hurts... so painful... but ii can't see the wound...
ii hate myself... there are so many guys out there but why do ii have to meet you? why must you appear so suddenly, ruined my life and disappear so suddenly again? ii really wish to erase my memories of you... i mean, wad's the use of liking you? you wouldn't know, you wouldn't care either...
but, ii still managed to stuggle along these 7yrs until your subsitute came... why does he reminds miie of you? he wears spectacles just to act cool, like you did. both of your character is 96% match!! now i remembered everything abt you and i'll have to suffer again... i'm stupid and all alone... both of you are so identical that i can't take my eyes off him... he is not as handsome as you and clever as you but the feeling ii have for you is totally transfered to him unconsciously!! ii can't stop myself.. ii hate you... for walking pass miie like ii don't matter..
if you don't like miie or don't remember miie, why do u still have to stop to look at miie? ii have always been rite abt feelings... if ii like a guy, there is 87% of chance he will like miie back... but, what's the use? you and ii are just cowards... plainly cowards... ii blame myself for not calling your name... ii just want to hear your voice again... the voice that ii liked so so much... ii just want you to call my name... is that very difficult?
just two words: pei zhen....
5:01 AM Lov*=)